Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Feeling empty

Passing out at night for no other reason than exhaustion. While you are in the middle of talking to someone. Then waking up and being mad at yourself for falling asleep. Then passing out again.
Obviously I needed sleep. Quite rightly so then that I would fall asleep. But please, dear mind and body, give me 5 min to wrap everything up and then go to sleep. Geez.
This has resulted in numerous vivid dreams, the feeling of unfinished conversation and now also of general lowness and emptiness. Why, I can't say.

Yesterday was a big day. It was massive. More than that even. I am still processing it in my head, but I will write about it one day. The follow-up to yesterday is tomorrow, which leaves today as a bit of a limbo day. A day to catch up with myself? Or better even with some friends who I should really call. Also today, my secondlife educators workshop, which I look forward to.

That is about it.......