Saturday, July 17, 2010

Too many noises in my head

Do you know this? You go to bed, tired from an exciting day, but then you start thinking. You think about this, and that, you might slip in a worry, and recall the same conversations, or songs, or anything else.
You are busy, very busy, thinking.

I have this all the time. But yesterday/this morning it was particularly bad, as I was going back and forth in my head about something that is bothering me a lot right now. I can't get it out of my head, and even the best of advice from friends does not help. I think about it all day, all night. And, on top of that, I was singing the Tough Alliance in my head. The same bit from "My Hood" all over again. It is still there... "I wish I could.... I wish I could bring you to my hood". Who knows why. But it stopped me from sleeping.

So what do people do to avoid this chaos?